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Sorry for Being Inactive

I’ve been busy this time around, but i’ll try to say something here. I don’t have any writing to post so I kinda confuse what to write here, but yeah that what i want to say. If I have new writing, I’ll post it later. But, thank you for everyone who showing interest in this simple blog thank you

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The Last Goodbye

I used to love you so much
Even when the sky turns dark, i still love you
But not anymore
I stop to love you today, November 19th 2014

Can’t get enough space to breath when i saw you back then
But now i feel so much free after i draw myself away from you
I already know that God did all of this, because He thinks that i am not qualified to be yours and you are not qualified to be mine
Now, i have to thank him for doing that

You’ve been avoiding me since last semester
You know i’m not that type of girl who can hide my feeling so well
I want to smash you on your face right away but it’s not appropriate for a girl to do that
Gee, I’m mad at you right now

Your attitude today really make me realize that you don’t have any feeling for me
That i’m just the one who want this one-sided love to be answered
You see, i was standing beside you and you don’t say hi even for a second
You don’t turn your head even for a minute

Am I not worth your time even for a second? Really?
So if you act like this, we can’t be friend until forever?
You seems gentle but your act doesn’t show it at all, 10

10, your initial? I will not use it anymore
Thank you for making my life beautiful like a heaven and rough like a hell
Thank you for being a mood booster and a mood breaker
Thank you for being my pain and my medicine


from a stranger,


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Thank you so much

Can you realize how many time I spend just to move on from you?
Can you imagine how hard i try to get away from your shadow?
I struggled until i realize, god set this for us
There is no other way to make you notice me again like i did back then when we’re just a newbie in university
My heart hurts so badly you know
I never imagine that my feeling to you is this big

You know, i want to meet you so badly
You know, i want to hug you so badly when the world keep pushing me away from you
and you know, i want to make you stay so badly because I don’t want to lose anyone again
But, i don’t have the power to make that happen

Why the world has to do this to me?
You see, i love you but this was because my heart choose you against my own will
i have to admit that you’re not that kind of handsome, all of men i have loved they’re all handsome
But you? I admit that you’re kind of sweet and gentle and interesting man, but you’re not that handsome
So, i was amazed that i can fall in love with you ❤

10, that's your alphabetical first name.
I love you just the way you're
Nice, kind, gentle, sweet, interesting and mysterious at the same time
but, the fairytale never come to me like everybody else did

We're a strangers now
You never meet me and I never meet you even we come to the same university
If i met one of your friend, i always try to ask about your presence
But i guess you never do the same because it is a one sided love

Thanks by the way for your kindness to me even i was a handicapped girl temporarily back then (i got a fracture in my right hand)
you help me when we're doing a test and talk to me like i am an ordinary girl
You always smile when we meet back then and that's always make my day
Thank you 10 for everything you did for me even you never like me same as I like you

anyway thank you so much ❤

BEST REGARDS, your pal